i came home today, and i'm not sure why.
maybe i just need confirmation that i don't have much here to miss, and it's time to call hartford home. it will be, for the next 3 years. yea, 3. instead of 2. i'm still getting used to that.
at least i get to know a whole new group of people.

wow, why did i come home? maybe for laundry. $80 for the ferry, for laundry. but the ferry ride was gorrrrrrgeous today. except next time, i'll know not to wear my girls gone wild hat. i was asked if i was in the movies. umm... not that i know of.

and to see the pups, of course. daphnie is currently licking my knee. i miss her so much when i'm away. i want a cat... but i don't think jake would approve. and my mom totally doesn't approve, so i'd have nowhere to bring it. and nothing compares to the poodles.

michael is busy. so it's not like i'll get to see him.

life is just...confusing.

i had my first goldroc experience of the year last night, and it was quite the experience. interesting group there. went with the roomie. he's so me in a guy, it's freaky. except i eat after 5 everyday.

i think i gained weight. i'm not sure how, but that totally sucks. if i want to ever get parts at school, i better start shedding those lbs. ever get parts in general actually. the weight just doesn't work with me. all though chub can be fun, don't get me wrong. sometimes, i'm actually somewhat of a fan...which i guess could be preventing the weight loss.

i'm talking out of my ass. my big white ass.
i wanna go tanning. and get waxing. both things i'm sure i could have managed to do in hartford.

peace, love, and advice to never watch a hilary duff movie and expect anything but an occasional cute boy and a tear.